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Brown Eyes [01 Nov 2004|08:04pm]
Brown Eyes

Beautiful brown eyes,
I fall into you
and into your
deep pools of
forever.
And your sweet smile
melts my heart
while I’m hanging on
every word
that falls from your lips.
With one soft touch,
I would be yours,
but your hands
and your heart
belong to her.
Beautiful brown eyes,
sweet smiles
and a soft touch
are all I need
and are all I will dream of.


[orginially written about Mike]
here we go again

The Value of a Kiss [01 Nov 2004|08:06pm]
The Value of a Kiss

It's not in the way you kiss. It's not in the way your sweet, gentle lips caress my own, for that can be taught and perfected over time. It's not the adoring look in your eyes before you paint my lips with the colors of desire, for that look can be faked. It's not the way your hand always seems to find mine in the midst of our romantic entanglement, for that action can be performed out of repetition. But it's the way you make me feel when I'm with you. Your lips are not only a part of you, but they are a part of me as well. They hold a truth. A truth that no one else knows, a truth that I can see when I’m with you and the one, the only truth that I need.



[orignially written about Matt]</i>
here we go again

Lipstick Stains [01 Nov 2004|08:09pm]
Lipstick Stains

Traces of her lipstick decorate your neck; you’ve been out late again, drinking of course. This isn’t the first time this has happened. Oh no, you don’t love me anymore. I don’t know if you ever did. And the saddest thing is, I love you. I’ve always loved you. You’re all I’ve ever known, but then again, you’ve had such a tight grasp on me for as long as I can remember. You never let me go, you never loosened up. I was always yours and you were always mine. But now I want it to change. You think it’s pointless, but change is never a waste of time. You’ve sucked all the light out of my life and I’m sick of living in the dark. So I’m moving on without you. I want to be able to see again and with you smothering me, you’re preventing my happiness. Get out of my life. I’ve had enough of you. Now I’ve found someone better than you could ever be. He loves me for who I am. He loves me and only me and the only lipstick stains on his collar are my own. Wipe yourself clean of me and have a nice life with your one-night stands and drunken nights. Your life has no meaning. I hope you’re happy.



[originally written about my parents]
here we go again

I Believe... [01 Nov 2004|08:11pm]
I Believe...

I believe there is a such thing as happy endings, the sun will always shine, my tears will fade away and one day you will find me.

I believe in playful kisses under the stars, laughing until you can’t stand up and love at first sight.

I don’t believe in forever.

I believe promises can be broken.
I believe in dancing in the rain.
I believe everything happens for a reason.

I believe in life and that everyone has a purpose. I believe in taking chances and living life to the fullest and if I fall along the way, I always have myself to fall back on--I am the only person I can trust.
here we go again

WHORE [01 Nov 2004|08:13pm]
WHORE

You abandoned your best friend
(for a cheap thrill)
now I’m all alone
(I hate you)
You never thought I’d do this
(but unlike you I have a mind of my own)
it just seems right
(not like you care anyway)
so this is the end
(your fun has taken its toll)
when you need me I won’t be there
(so go run to them)
I’ve been in the dark for far too long
(shed your light upon someone more worthy)
take your pitiful tears to someone who gives a damn
(because I sure as hell don’t)
you broke me, hurt me, killed me
(and I hope you choke on the sarcasm that drips from your lips)



[originally written about Sharon--sorry, this was when we were fighting and all]
here we go again

Friday the Thirteenth [01 Nov 2004|08:17pm]
Friday the Thirteenth

It was a sunny day,
but now it has all faded.
Months have past
and I still manage
to be the thorn in your heart.
I am the once beautiful flower
that has shriveled up
in your hand.
Can’t you see?
You suffocated me with your
undying love.
And now,
I am out of your deadly grasp,
and you,
you are the flower
dying in the darkness
for I do not shed light upon you.
With each of your weaknesses,
I grow stronger.
And with each of your tears,
my smiles show through.
Before, during those dreadful months,
a part of me died because of you,
and now, you are getting what you deserve.
You are reliving the pain I once possessed
and I have the happiness
you shall
never
have again.



[originally written about Matt...sorry baby, you know I love you<3]
here we go again

A Thank You is in Order [01 Nov 2004|08:18pm]
A Thank You is in Order

Get out of my mind—
you are in everything I do,
but I want you gone.
Everything I’ve written,
everything I’ve done
has been with you in mind.
Thank you for choking me,
blinding me,
making me bleed.
You broke my fragile heart
and I want
every
little
piece
back
because I know
there is someone out there
who can put it back together.
I want to breathe--
so let it go.



[originally written about Austin]
4 ashamed of being broken in -- here we go again

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